We flew home today. Glad to be back.
I knew it, the doctors weren't happy with a few things. Weight loss - now I have to write down everything I eat, whatever it is for the next two weeks, then fax it down to my consultant.
Kidneys - protein loss improved greatly, but kidney function took a dive, and now I have low blood pressure. He has no idea what has happened. Took me off the latest tablet he put me on. I have to be retested in two weeks, if no change he wants me back in Brisbane before my normal appointment. I am getting pretty sick of all this. Why can't I be normal ha what is normal. It is frustrating not knowing what is happening to me.
I just want to forget about it. I do try hard.
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
Back in Brisbane again.
A month has gone so fast. I haven't been home much and when I have I have been sleeping. So now that I am sitting around at RMH between appointments I will update my blog.
What have I been doing? Driving, 4WDing. I got a permit for a beach near where I live. So most weekends I am there camping. I bought new tyres for my car. Now I am broke. I also haven't been to work much. I don't know why. I just can't see any future at the moment. Everything I do never turns out. I have had my video camera stolen, I got it for my birthday. Only had it two weeks and someone took it. I lost my wallet with $50 in it that wasn't my money, but given to me to pick up a car part the next day. It also had my drivers license and bank card in it. So I had to cancel the card and get a new replacement license. That cost me $26. Seems everything I do these days goes wrong. I am just fed up with everything. I feel like punching something. I just loose it in a snap.
I am back in Brisbane for a bone scan and my consultants visit. I was weighed this morning for the bone scan, I have lost 7 kg in a month. My consultants this afternoon I don't think are going to like that. I now weigh 56kg. But I also have a flu, so this might be the problem. But I can't eat much. I feel really hungry, start eating but after a couple of mouthfulls, I feel full. If I eat more I feel sick.
Nearly time to go so I will post later.
What have I been doing? Driving, 4WDing. I got a permit for a beach near where I live. So most weekends I am there camping. I bought new tyres for my car. Now I am broke. I also haven't been to work much. I don't know why. I just can't see any future at the moment. Everything I do never turns out. I have had my video camera stolen, I got it for my birthday. Only had it two weeks and someone took it. I lost my wallet with $50 in it that wasn't my money, but given to me to pick up a car part the next day. It also had my drivers license and bank card in it. So I had to cancel the card and get a new replacement license. That cost me $26. Seems everything I do these days goes wrong. I am just fed up with everything. I feel like punching something. I just loose it in a snap.
I am back in Brisbane for a bone scan and my consultants visit. I was weighed this morning for the bone scan, I have lost 7 kg in a month. My consultants this afternoon I don't think are going to like that. I now weigh 56kg. But I also have a flu, so this might be the problem. But I can't eat much. I feel really hungry, start eating but after a couple of mouthfulls, I feel full. If I eat more I feel sick.
Nearly time to go so I will post later.
Monday, 23 July 2007
YeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I got my Mum to post this:
I got my Drivers Licence. Past the test, but I was nervous. I don't know why I was so nervous but I knew I could drive as I have been driving everywhere for 6 months now. I am just so pumped!
I am free now! Just got to keep the fuel up to my car now. The reason I couldn't post this is that I had to go to work. Yep, got to earn some money so I can have some fun.
You know this is the first test I have ever passed at the first attempt. I am just so rapped.
I got my Drivers Licence. Past the test, but I was nervous. I don't know why I was so nervous but I knew I could drive as I have been driving everywhere for 6 months now. I am just so pumped!
I am free now! Just got to keep the fuel up to my car now. The reason I couldn't post this is that I had to go to work. Yep, got to earn some money so I can have some fun.
You know this is the first test I have ever passed at the first attempt. I am just so rapped.
Today is DL Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To be honest I didn't sleep well. I am having all these doubts that I will do the wrong thing. Stupid dreams. I am up and dressed. My test in in 2 1/2 hours.
Hopefully the next time I post, I will have my Drivers License. (Not too much to ask I don't think anyway) This is my goal for years now. Please... let me do it right....
Wish me luck.
Hopefully the next time I post, I will have my Drivers License. (Not too much to ask I don't think anyway) This is my goal for years now. Please... let me do it right....
Wish me luck.
Sunday, 22 July 2007
Getting nervous now!!!
I am off to bed early, as tomorrow is THE DAY. I never thought I would be so nervous. I have practised my hand brake starts and reverse parking. I think I did OK. But I am worried on the day I will stuff it up. I have never been good at exams or anything. I know I am ready, but I hope the instructor can see that.
Hopefully I will sleep well.
Hopefully I will sleep well.
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