Tuesday 28 August 2007

Thought I would try to upload a video

I was just mucking around and saw that you can upload videos. So I thought I would give it a try. I have not got any recent ones because the video camera I got for my birthday last month got stolen and I only had it for two weeks. I wish the people who stole it would give it back.

This is a video of me fishing back in the beginning of the year. We were having fun catching sharks.


I have been eating heaps. Also going to work everyday since I got back from Brisbane. I went to a 4WD day on the weekend. Missed my video camera, could have showed here what we watched. It was Exteme Competition.

Wednesday 22 August 2007

Back home again

We flew home today. Glad to be back.

I knew it, the doctors weren't happy with a few things. Weight loss - now I have to write down everything I eat, whatever it is for the next two weeks, then fax it down to my consultant.

Kidneys - protein loss improved greatly, but kidney function took a dive, and now I have low blood pressure. He has no idea what has happened. Took me off the latest tablet he put me on. I have to be retested in two weeks, if no change he wants me back in Brisbane before my normal appointment. I am getting pretty sick of all this. Why can't I be normal ha what is normal. It is frustrating not knowing what is happening to me.

I just want to forget about it. I do try hard.

Tuesday 21 August 2007

Back in Brisbane again.

A month has gone so fast. I haven't been home much and when I have I have been sleeping. So now that I am sitting around at RMH between appointments I will update my blog.

What have I been doing? Driving, 4WDing. I got a permit for a beach near where I live. So most weekends I am there camping. I bought new tyres for my car. Now I am broke. I also haven't been to work much. I don't know why. I just can't see any future at the moment. Everything I do never turns out. I have had my video camera stolen, I got it for my birthday. Only had it two weeks and someone took it. I lost my wallet with $50 in it that wasn't my money, but given to me to pick up a car part the next day. It also had my drivers license and bank card in it. So I had to cancel the card and get a new replacement license. That cost me $26. Seems everything I do these days goes wrong. I am just fed up with everything. I feel like punching something. I just loose it in a snap.

I am back in Brisbane for a bone scan and my consultants visit. I was weighed this morning for the bone scan, I have lost 7 kg in a month. My consultants this afternoon I don't think are going to like that. I now weigh 56kg. But I also have a flu, so this might be the problem. But I can't eat much. I feel really hungry, start eating but after a couple of mouthfulls, I feel full. If I eat more I feel sick.

Nearly time to go so I will post later.