Well I had a shocker of a month. Things aren't going the best due to many things that have gone wrong. Health is OK no problems, but everything seems to be getting on top of me.
I haven't been to work for a couple of weeks. Seems whatever I do I stuff up. I don't know what I am going to do. I am broke now and probably don't have a job. Who will ever employ someone like me. I have done some minor things that have blown out to be something big, I am falling further but who cares.
One good thing is I have a new girlfriend. Been seeing here a couple of months now. I enjoy spending time with her and doing stuff.
Next month I am off to Brisbane again for my check ups and also that test with the camera down my throat to my small bowel to see why I have lost so much weight. I am a bit concerned about that test, but it will show if anything is wrong but if there is there in nothing I can do about it. Just something else to worry me.
I just wish it was all over. Next month is not going to be any better I can feel it already.
